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I just missed writing in this old blog. Right now, I am feeling down. Maybe because I am rushing things or worrying too much about the future. Though I thought that probably the reason why things do not fall into places for me is because it's not yet time, I still cannot stop feeling depressed about the way things are going. I guess they are right when they say that no matter how many plans a man make, it's still Lord's will that prevails. I just wish I understand God's ways. Sometimes, it's so hard to comprehend why He allow certain things to happen in our lives. Or maybe, I am just pushy and stubborn. Yeah, maybe I am not yet ready for that and making me wait is the way to prepare me for what I want.
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Isn't ironic that I wrote an article about insecurity and how to conquer it when I, myself, cannot stop feeling it?
I really do not know what I am good at or if I am even good at anything at all. See, I am really such an insecure person! Sometimes, I feel like I can't do a lot of things that others can or that I don't deserve some things because I am not as good as others. Though there are people that tell me how good I am, I still feel down sometimes. I feel like I am a good-for-nothing. I really should stop feeling this way.
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